adegan 35.8: Forget shit and move on.

Ever felt so lost and lonely?

Not literally, but somehow, you can't seem to find you way and you are all alone in this cruel world.

There you are, surrounded by people who love you, and you love them.

But the feelings don't seem to go away.

No, I'm not trying to complain.

I love my life. A happy family. A great boyfriend. Awesome girlfriends. And I'm proud to say, I don't have enemies, well, not that I'm aware of, at least.

Yet, still, the kind of feeling like I'm lack of something, hit me. Like something that supposed to be here, isn't here, something important.

I really should have just move on, shouldn't I?

adegan 35.5: A quick update.

Fuhhh fuuhhhh *tiup-tiup habuk*

Perghhh dah berapa lama tak jenguk belog? Haha.

Daripada sebelum exam, sampailah tengah exam, dah habis pon exam, sampailah dah cuti pon, ni dah dapat pon result exam, dan dah nak habis pon cuti. Adoiii nampak tak saye memang dah malas nak berbelogging. Asek sibuk berskyping je. Kehkeh.

So lots of thing had happened. my car broke down, lost my wallet, ermm, well, yeah, that was pretty much everything. So now here I am, with my last semester's result, andddd, it didn't turn out as good as I expected. But, what the heck, life goes on, biatch.

So new semester is comingggg soon which means my holiday is almost over. Supposedly I was planning on not going to work for this holiday since it has been quite a long time since I haven't, ermm, work. But then, mother said she needed help at the kindergarten, and I was like, motherrrrrr. So there, I spent almost my days helping mother at kindergarten. But nah, I don't really mind. Going to kindergarten, got to meet my favourite twins :)

Kak Long and Kang Ngah on their birthday party last week.

Ohhh andddd I just got my car back last Wednesday. I send it to bengkel last week to ketuk ketuk all the cacat cela and to change the colour. Yeahhh, now encik boyfriend cakap lepas ni dah boleh panggil beliau Ungu. Hehehe. And my roommate said that we need to treasure that car, can't drive her. Haha.

okay the one on the left is not actually my car, it just a picture I googled, since I forgot to take the before picture. Sobsob. I am gonna miss that colour :'(

Orite this post has been boring (yeah, I know). So till we meet again, peeps.

Oh and Happy Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslim out there :)

ps, you are not replying to my last text. I guess you are gone for good now. And I am glad. I really wish you all the best and please please please be happy :')